Everyone knows the rule, and lot's of them feel unhappy with it, including me....

There're too many things to do, and time is so limited....

The good marks you always longing to have are what you just cannot get!

The hard courses you want to learn, and you just cannot understand them at all!

When you have planed a good plan, it is sure that it will be ruined by some unexpected emergencies....

Now after experiencing a series ups and downs emotionally, I finally decide to not allow the world to let me down again, and decide to get everything done as best as I can....

It is a good thing though, then I feel sick, physically....

OK, don't get me down again....

I will be alright sooner or later.... 

At least I did have a good rest, and get some time to write this diary....

Anyway, I will survive, since He's besides me every day and night, and I know He loves me, much much more than any human being does....

Stephen's words on Saturday are right: Give Him a chance to show that He loves you.... and I will....

Thank you all of you for praying....and it helps, I think so....